I try and try to keep updating my blog. It just seems the days get longer and the nights get shorter. Whatever free time I do get I spend with my boys or my love. We have good times and really enjoy each other.
Sometimes its hard to believe where I am at compared to where I have been. I know how hard it was to get here and I wonder where it will go next. I definitely like living in NC but like anywhere else there are the things I don't like about it.
One of my best friends that I have met down here changed so suddenly I had to cut him out of my life. I kinda miss him, but I didn't deserve the way he treated me at all. I had noticed he wasn't quite his self the few days leading up to our falling out. Then one day he just flipped his switch on me and that was it. I don't need that shit in my life. Blocked on FB, number rejected, text number registered as spam. Can't contact me at all. Good bye.
Seems like everyone is always looking for change. I know I am the same way. But it seems when change actually happens it causes pain and turmoil more than joy and happiness. I guess that's just life. No pain no gain.
Looks like I will be making a trip to WV later. Not really looking forward to the drive but I will have friends with me (Jonathan and Justice) and Sug, so it won't be too bad. I will just miss my babies so bad while I'm gone, even if just for a short while.
Better get back to work, I just like to check in.... just in case there is still a reader out there. Later.
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