Well, I have pretty much just sit here and play War of Legends all day. There wasn't anything else to do, and it keeps my mind occupied. Plus, I can watch and play with Landon without messing my game up. I got a job offer from Heinerz and I don't know if I should call them or not. I can't really afford to accept a low paying job, thats why I want to work for Dish Network so bad.
I have to make sure that I have the email addresses right for my references. I guess they have to do a verification. I am so scared i am going to fuck something up with this job and it is seriously a perfect job for me. I have to get out of this poverty. Please lord.
posted by Jamie @ 6:38 PM
December 05, 2011 -
Trying this again.
Well, going to try this blogging thing again. It has helped me through a lot of hard times in my life, I guess just by putting thoughts into words, helps me understand things from more than one perspective.
I got up early this morning, around 4 a.m. and couldn't go back to sleep. This kind of insomnia has stricken me multiple times over the last couple months. It is probably a mixture of stress and stress. So you know how that usually ends up. Either things get better, or severe depression is on the horizon.
I guess I am going to keep working on my outline for my interview. I am lining out everything I have learned about the company, and plan on sweeping this job up with ease. I can't wait to be back in the workforce. This job pays well and has great benefits too. We will finally be happy.
I know Elizabeth can't wait until I get to working again. This kind of poverty is hard to live through. But, she sticks right in there with me. It really shows me how much she loves me and how much I want to marry her.
Landon is going to be in school before we know it. I have to get us settled down before then for sure. Can't be moving him from school to school. Makes it too hard to make friends. Maybe by then he will have a brother or sister. Who knows. ;-)
posted by Jamie @ 2:15 PM
A new blogger, a different life
It has been another long time since I have bothered to post any random rants of emotion. I have been completely busy with the new life of being a father and husband, and trying to get our lives stabilized. I am trying to get a job doing satellite installations with Dish Network. If I get this job, I am sure it will just be a short matter of time and our lives will be great.
Landon is growing up so fast its unbelievable. Everyday I see him thinking new things, and figuring new things out. It is one of the most amazing things, if not the most amazing thing I have ever experienced in my life.
We have been staying in Shady Spring with my brother for a couple of months now. Life is different here than from Greenbrier County. A lot more to do, but people are a lot different. I have been in one bar fight since I have been over here. I definitely won, lol. Poor guy had no idea.
I love my little family and can't wait to have our own place and freedom. I can't believe how lucky I am to have a woman that will stick with me through all of this poverty and living like nomads. She is truly the love of my life.
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