It seems that I can find the perfect girl and everything goes great until I express my feelings toward her.  Apparently girls don't want to be appreciated and true feelings be told to them. I guess I am supposed to just be nonchalant and let them guess.

I always thought that honesty was the best policy, but here lately I'm starting to reconsider.  Every time I am honest with someone, I get the opposite effect that I was going for. People and their morals are ass backwards anymore.

I just don't belong here.  In this place, in this time, in this world.