December 30, 2004 -
The choices that I have made...
A post worth reading... I hope.
I am spilling my heart in this post. All of my thoughts... so that hopefully I can sleep at night.
First of all, I am a Democrat now. I will no longer support George W. Bush and his dirty political ways. It is not the way of the American people, and that's who I have in interest. The people. Not dirty politicians. People change.
I went through a horrible phase at the end of this past semester of college. I was drinking almost every night, smoking, smoking other stuff, and dipping snuff. Doing everything I could to harm my body, it seems to me now. No more. As of right now, I am drug free. I will quit, because I am strong enough. I will probably still drink on occasion, but I will never drink like I have previously, it's just fucking stupid. As most of my decisions tend to be. I am not really sure what I was thinking when I went through this. Get out of my mind to get out of this place? Let me tell ya, it didn't work. Life is too short to waste. I am almost 20 years old. 20. It is time for responsibility. I am making a responsible decision right now.
I try to cover up my fear of the future. I use this philosophy that involves to never plan, just live each day as if it was my last. Why would someone think this? Are they not looking forward to living to see their planned future? Perhaps. I am going to have to look that fear in the face, and start looking forward in my life, set goals, accomplish them, and be happy.
What goes through a person's mind before they light a joint? Before they drink another case of beer? I can tell you. I wanted to get away. Get lost. Stop worrying about everything and just chill. Everything will be better with this last hit...
No, it won't. It is just a temporary thing, and when it is over, you are right back in the pile of shit you were in before you got high. Risking my life is not worth a 2 hour relief from pain. Pain reminds you that you are still alive. That's good enough for me.
I have let so many people down, but they still support me. If I didn't have this type of support structure: friends, family, teachers, coaches; I would not be strong enough to make the right decisions. I did make the wrong decisions before, but I am changing that now.
Victoria, you mean a lot to me. I know that your life has been rough, and things don't seem to get any easier, but you know that I am always here for you. I haven't known you that long. That is true. But why should that be a deciding factor in our happiness. I know that you are confused about things, and you think a lot. I don't want to add anything on your plate, but I can't ignore the fact that God has given me what I asked for back in October. That maybe someday, I will get a chance, for you, again. He has given us another chance. I don't know if this chance was meant for a relationship, or a very strong friendship. Either one is fine with me, as long as I have you in my life. No one is capable of loving you the way that I am capable of loving you. To clarify, I am not saying that I am deeply in love with you now, but I am capable of such a thing. That's up to you. Oh, you were right about one thing for sure. I am an Emo kid.
By the way, these changes that I am making in my life, have nothing whatsoever to do with religion, in the christianity since. I believe in God and Jesus in my own way. I do not need rich, squares to tell me how to live my life. God lives inside of me, inside my heart. He knows my heart and soul, and what kind of person I am. If I want to say fuck, shit, cock, cunt, ass, bitch, or any other word, he will not judge me because of a stupid word. "But Jamie, if the words are so stupid, why do you use them anyway?" Because I fucking want to.
I guess I just thought about things today. Thought about my life. And thought about the future. The future looked fuzzy. So I realized there are changes to be made. I had to tell everyone, because people need to know. Plus it's not lingering around in my head driving me nucking futs.
This is not an emotional, or mental breakdown. It is an awakening. A realization that my life is passing me by. I have to stop wasting and waiting, it's time to move on.
"Dear my friends, in the time we've spent, forever after beyond this, when will our nightmare ever end?" .... "Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops... pull the trigger and the nightmare stops... pull the trigger and the nightmare stops, forever you will, forever you will learn" Coheed and Cambria - Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow)
"Small simple safe price, rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. This is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and heals. And I am not afraid to die. I am not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight. I want the pain of payment. What's left but a section of pigmy sized cuts? Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks? Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid, to fill and spill over and under my thoughts. My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. I'm cutting, trying to picture your black, broken heart. Love is not like anything. Especially a fucking knife." The Used - I'm A Fake
Those were two of my favorite lyrics.
I hope no one thinks less of me because of this post. If anyone needs more clarity, call me. (304) 438-7465. Or you can give me your number and I will call you, in long distance cases. If you do think less of me, I don't know what to tell you. I guess I'm sorry, and good luck with life. Well, I have to go to bed, I have to get up in a few hours for that wrestling match up at West tomorrow. I am working the score, stats, and time... and not getting paid a dime. It's good to give back to the community I guess. Plus, my brother is wrestling. He is ranked third in the state.
Good night.
posted by Jamie @ 3:51 AM
December 29, 2004 -
Halo -- Halo 2
It is very important to people like me that have played the first Halo a lot to say, Halo 2 doesn't cut it. I mean, it's a fun game and all, and I love to play it, but I wish it was more like the first one.
Weapons that are very unnecessary, like the damn sword, are put into Halo 2, which involves no skill to use, just point and hit the damn button. However, on Halo 1, you had to have great skill to shoot the damn pistol, and have strategy to beat the opposition.
They are improving the Xbox Live part of Halo 2, I am liking it better.
See my stats here.
You Know what my name is!?
Played some more Texas Hold 'Em tonight. Not as much as previously though.
I set up Apache on my Mom's computer and was going to host my webpage from it, but I got lazy. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe not.
For those who don't know what Apache is, it is an Open Source free HTTP daemon, that can run a web page from any computer. Pretty nifty.
I am thinking about going back to Linux full-time. I am looking back into the distributions. If I do, it will probably be with Fedora, or Mandrake. Most likely Fedora.
My Grandma came in from Virginia yesterday, so I have been spending time with her. Haven't drank any beer/alcohol in like 5 days. Hmm... let's see... what else...
Got Ghost Recon 2 for christmas... it's ok, but I prefer Halo/Halo 2. Or Rainbow Six 3, that game is pretty damn cool too.
I pretty much only play Multiplayer games. I'm not much for playing the computer. Unless it's like a football game or something.
Well, that was a pretty good ramble, hope everyone keeps reading.
Good night.
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Band of the Day - Rufio
Song of the Day - In My Eyes
posted by Jamie @ 3:35 AM
December 28, 2004 -
Yay, finally a post!
Sorry it's been a few days since my last post. Been busy. How is everyone? Doing pretty good here. Had a good Christmas, played a shitload of Halo 2, and had some fun.
I had a nice long conversation with Victoria tonight. Then we decided to play some Texas Hold 'Em -- which she took every last nickel I had in. Damn. Now I have to build my bank back up. Fun nonetheless.
And I will end this with a quote from the great Dave Matthews talking about genres:
"Good music is good music. Everything else can go to hell."
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Band of the Day -- A Perfect Circle
Song of the Day -- The Noose
posted by Jamie @ 3:59 AM
December 24, 2004 -
Happy Holidays Everyone!
Well, I got my report card today. It WAS what I expected. Which is not as good as is expected. But, regret is something that no person should bring into their life. So I do not regret anything. I will just have to do better next semester. Which, it could be pretty rough. Here is my schedule for Spring 2005.
Well, Christmas is only two days away. Are you excited? No? Why Not?
Christmas is a time for giving. I have saw a lot of christmas spirit around here.
I went to beckley with Josh and Richard the other day. We went to the mall, wal-mart, I got the Coheed and Cambria cd, and we went to taco bell to eat. Well... Richard locked his keys in his car. We went in and ate and came out. Stranded... We asked the employees of taco bell if they had a coat hanger, nope. So we walked to every store within a half-mile of taco bell. Still no coat hanger. About an hour later, I decide to start trying my keys because I own an older model cavalier. Nope, my keys don't work. So, Josh tries his keys. His ignition key to his Jeep opened the trunk. So Richard climbs in his trunk and starts breaking in his car from the trunk. Unsuccessful. So, I tell Josh to try his keys in the doors. The jeep key didn't work. So I tell him to try the others. His Dad's key to his old Dodge truck opened the driver's side door in Richard's car. That whole time we had a way in the car. It was just crazy how that worked out. Just crazy.
I haven't really been up to much, just playing texas hold 'em, watching texas hold 'em, and etc. Josh and Richard came up to my house that night after the trip to beckley and we played some texas hold 'em. I was first eliminated the first game, but I won the second game. Overall, a pretty good night.
Well, I guess I am going to go to work in a few hours. Don't know how that is going to work out... considering sleep... fuck it... I'll be aight. Well, get in touch, I haven't heard from a bunch of you. Later.
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Band of the Day -- (still) Coheed and Cambria
Song of the Day -- In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth (CD)
posted by Jamie @ 4:49 AM
December 21, 2004 -
Hello, and welcome to my world... today.
Well, there hasn't been much going on. Stayed up all night last night playing No Limit Texas Hold 'em from Play4Fun Poker.
Here's the link: http://www.play4funpoker.com
If you like poker at all, this is the best online poker game I have ever seen. Thanks to Victoria for telling me about it.
I also played it pretty much all day today also. Nothing better to do. I didn't get out of bed until 3:25 today. I missed a phone call, and I don't know how. Sorry. Listened to Coheed and Cambria all day. Didn't listen to any other bands, just them. Good stuff. I don't know if I am working tomorrow, but it looks right now as if I am not. So, call me tomorrow if you want.
Well, I am out. Later.
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Band of the Day -- Coheed and Cambria
Song of the Day -- In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth
posted by Jamie @ 1:28 AM
December 18, 2004 -
Fuck...
I wrecked my damn car. Fuck. I can't believe that shit. I had a christmas party tonight for Dean Paving, and I wrecked my car. Went off the side of the road, tried to turn back on, ice, slick, slid into the guard rail. Ain't that about a bitch? I'm ok, my chest is hurting a little from the seat belt. If I didn't have it on though, I would've hit the windsheild.
I hit the guard rail in front of the park in charmco. So if you live around here, take a look. I hit it pretty damn hard.
Later.
posted by Jamie @ 6:25 PM
No More Ads on my website!!
I figured out the source of the crazy amount of pop-up ads that visitors of my website had to wade through every time they viewed it. My website counter that I was using was popping up quite a few pop ups everytime someone visited my website. I looked at my terms and agreements with my web server and noticed that they said there would be no ads in anyway forced upon my website. So the only thing it could've been was the counter. I now have a new counter with the same amount of hits on it as the last one. This one keeps more accurate statistics and is better in everyway, and there are no pop ups whatsoever. If you ever encounter a pop-up on my website, please comment and tell me, or e-mail me at J.Highlander@gmail.com.
On another note, listen to Coheed and Cambria. Good music. Senses Fail is also a good band.
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Band of the day -- Coheed and Cambria
Song of the day -- Blood Red Summer
posted by Jamie @ 4:15 AM
December 17, 2004 -
It's good to be home...
I can't say that enough. Sure I will miss my friends for the month I am away, but hell, everyone needs a break from classes and tests and quizzes. I'm glad to see that a lot of people are still reading my webpage, regardless of school being out. Yesterday, I called Victoria, went up to Kurt's and hung out with him and Andrew because I haven't seen Andrew since graduation. He went into the Navy immediately after graduation. He is home until Dec. 28. I will probably go up there and hang out again before he goes back. After I left Kurt's, I went up to my Brother-in-law's and drank a few beers with him because yesterday was his birthday. I stayed the night there and got back this morning.
Just ran down to Josh's to give him some of his stuff that he forgot in the room.
Drinkin's bad, mmmkay. Well, not much planned for today, probably just sit around and download music, maybe play some Halo 2 on Xbox Live. Give me a call, I'm at my mom's... Later.
posted by Jamie @ 3:20 PM
December 15, 2004 -
End of the Semester...
Well, it's the end of the semester at the big C-U. I am happy it is. I need a break. But, I don't really feel like working everday during this break. But I have to get money somehow. I got so very drunk last night it ain't even cool. I busted my nose on the damn floor, I puked everywhere in Matt's room, and Matt carried me down here and put me in my bed... which I puked in. Damn, what a mess. I had trouble concentrating during the Assembly exam this morning. I probably bombed it. I hope not, all I needed is two percentage points... so I pretty much had to get a B on it. Got my Xbox back. Currently, I am going to that concert alone. I'm hoping my brother will go with me, he likes The Used and My Chemical Romance. But who knows. Damn it feels good to have all five of my exams out of the way. I did well on all of them. Regardless of getting drunk almost every night for the last two weeks. The only things I remember about last night is holding paper towels on my nose because the floor beat the shit out of me. Then after that the next thing I remember is waking up on my bed. They got it on camera. Pretty embarrassing. I had a lot of fun this semester. Thanks for the good times guys. See you all next semester. Hopefully it will be just as cool.
Note to self: Do NOT drink liquor with gold flakes in it that taste like cinnamon. It will fuck your stomach up.
When I am at home, anyone can call and get ahold of me.
Dad's - (304) 438-6872
Mom's- (304) 438-7465
Plus, I will be on the net too. Aight den. Later.
posted by Jamie @ 2:26 PM
December 14, 2004 -
Another night down, last night coming... : \
Well, I would like to say that I had a good time, but I would be lying. However, I will say that I got pretty fucked up. Both. If you get what I am saying. B and MJ. Yeah. I talked to my Mom from about 1-3:30 this morning. Just got off the phone with her actually. She is so very supportive. She doesn't sit there and preach to me about drugs and alcohol. Because she knows I don't want to hear that shit. As none of us do. She just said that she wished I wouldn't do it during the week of finals. Which is true, but my final isn't until 2:15 tomorrow. So that's good. I love her so much. She gave me good advice, and said she was going to cook for me wednesday when I got home. Man, I can't wait. I need some home cooked food.
Matt is becoming one of my best friends. I hope I get a new guitar for christmas so that he can teach me some shit. 18 Ent. fuckin' rules.
Relay gave me a scare. Be careful man.
Pretty much just drank a lot and smoked a lot... Tonights party was our tribute to Dimebag Darrell. We drank his favorite drink. Black Tooth Grin. (1 Liter) Crown Royal with a splash of Coca-Cola. I was making the drinks, so they were stronger 'n shit!! After all the Crown Royal was gone we dug into the Bud-Light. I got pretty fucked, I admit....
I am doing damn good on my finals so far. At least a B on all of them. Another one at 2:15 tomorrow, and 1 at 8:00 on wednesday. So tonight was the last night to party. It was ok. Not even near as fun as last time. The Capt even got fucked out of his mind. Drunk? Pothead? You think I am either of these things??? If so, you can suck my balls and stroke my cock, because what you think doesn't matter you fucking prude.
I am going to see The Used and My Chemical Romance 3/6/04 in Dayton, OH. Both great bands. I know it's early notice, but I'm pretty excited about it already. I'd like to see The Used, Blink-182, and Finch in a concert. My three favorite bands. Damn that'd be awesome. I'd like to go see Incubus too. Oh well...
I got good news today! Victoria isn't going into the Navy. Read about it on her blog. Link is in my Links section. Weird how shit plays out, eh? Heh Heh.
Well, thanks for reading people... even though I pretty much just get on here and ramble my thoughts together into one big, unorganized, shitty post.
Dude, seriously, I think I have insomnia or something!?
Good night.
posted by Jamie @ 4:04 AM
December 13, 2004 -
Finals suck...
Well, I got a lot accomplished today, but, I didn't get much studying done. I got my webpage looking good, well, to my standards at least. Got all my Marketing stuff typed up, got the laptop Relay gave me running good... now, all I have to do is study my marketing material, and study for Geography.
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star falls brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
My Chemical Romance - Helena
posted by Jamie @ 2:37 AM
December 12, 2004 -
New commenting system!
Ok, I have been doing a lot of changes to my webpage. I put in a new commenting system that everyone can use.
Please no anonymous comments. If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything.
The navigation is on the side, click on my links at the bottom, especially Modern America.... good stuff.
Thanks for reading, and tell me what you think.
posted by Jamie @ 8:56 PM
Another update for the day...
Well, I updated my template again. It has a navigation section and other parts that were on the other page. It seems to me that my linux picture at the bottom sticks out, like it's not supposed to be there. I might have to take it out, because I tried resizing it and it blurs... tell me what you think. Well, that's the end of this post, I guess I am going to do some homework, or put a new commenting system on my site here called Haloscan.... that way you don't have to be a registered user of Blogger to post a comment.
Please, no anonymous comments, I have had bad experiences in the past with them. Later.
posted by Jamie @ 6:35 PM
Whew...
I had quite an angry post on here earlier. But, no one got to see it. I have cooled down since I posted it, and decided to delete it.
It has been an extremely boring day. It sucks to have to watch movies and play games alone. I thought I was going to have company... but shit comes up. It is late as fuck, and I am sure that you have noticed an extreme change in my webpage. It is only a blog for now. The blog is the only thing that anyone looked at anyway. I will add stuff when I get a chance, but it will be based on the blog, not my own design.... or maybe I will create my own blog design?
I have been questioning myself a lot lately. There have been a lot of people pushing me, telling me, to do something, that I just don't want to do. I always see the good in people, and I sometimes miss the bad. It tends to get me in some seriously fucked up situation sometimes. If that makes any sense.
I love my friends, as long as they give me the respect I deserve. I respect them all, and would do anything for them. I expect the same. If I do not receive the same... I get pissed, as any human would.
Well, I am going to bed, I have a lot of studying in store for tomorrow. Good night.
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Band of the Day -- HIM
Song of the Day -- Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart
posted by Jamie @ 6:52 AM
December 11, 2004 -
Today wasn't what I had expected.
Well, I got up at around 7:30 a.m. this morning after going to bed at 5:00. Took my Art final at 8 then came back and talked to Josh for a little bit then fell back to sleep. I slept until around 3:30 p.m. I worked on some Marketing and did some talking to important people that really made me open my eyes. Thank you. You know who you are.
Anyway, I went over to Victoria's to play Halo and shiznit. Well, just so happens we decide to go to the Sig Tau house. At first, I wasn't going to go... then I told myself.... damn... might as well... so I went. I had a damn good time. Got pretty fucked up.
Got back to towers around... I don't know... 3 something... maybe 4 something... well, decided to get my xbox and play Halo 2 in south tower for a little bit... then I started to get tired, so I told everyone good night and came back over to Wooddell. I left my xbox over there... I have to remember to get that when I wake up tomorrow. It is now 5:32 a.m. and I am sobered back up... I am now doing my laundry, then I am going to shower, then go to bed and sleep until God knows when tomorrow.
Thanks to everyone tonight... Victoria, Andrea, Jason, John, KG, and all the rest of the Sig Taus... I had a good time.
Good night.
posted by Jamie @ 5:34 AM
December 07, 2004 -
Damn, it's late as fuck....
Well, it's now 5:48 a.m. and I am a little drunk, not bad though. I have been up in Matt's (Leatherface) room watching his home videos of him and his friends. That's some funny shit. Funnier than CKY in some places. Played some Halo while I was drinkin'... My Xbox is still up in Travis' room. I'll have to get that shit tomorrow, or else we won't get to play Halo.
We all have planned to eat breakfast together at 7:00 a.m. tomorrow.... but that not too long from now, so.... who knows. I am tired, and buzzed... so I am going to bed... Good night.
posted by Jamie @ 5:51 AM
December 05, 2004 -
Hey...
It is now 3:27 a.m. I just got fucked up with a couple of my friends in the Woo. Off of beer of course. I am drunk right now, so forgive the typos if there are any. I felt the need to post tonight regardless of my state of reality.
I miss the way the Woo used to be. The dedication, and the friendship that we all seemed to have. I have made sooooo many friends here are Concord, I just don't know how I could ever leave any of them. So, I won't. I will stay here. At least for another year. After that I will probably stay another year.
I miss Craig, and his unending comedy that he gave us everyday.
I miss the weekends we got drunk, and had a great time playing Halo.
I miss Landon and the great times we all had, playing Halo, watching movies, just whatever.
I just miss it all. Last semester was the greatest time of my life. So great it's not even possible to put into words. I wish Victoria could of came into my life then. The times we would've had.... just great. Our time is limited now though. But, I don't think about that when I am with her. I just think about how great she is... and how great the time that I do spend with her is.
Ok, so now it is 4:09 a.m. and time has past since I first started this post. I am no longer drunk... it is letting up pretty quickly now. Burger agrees... my awareness to reality right now is way more than what a drunk person might have... plus I am typing flawlessly now. Most people would be in R.E.M. sleep right now... what the fuck is wrong with me? He He. I am different.
More good days ahead... I'm sure some bad day will come too, but fuck that... we will only focus on the good.
Anyway... You guys are great, thanks for reading... good night.
It's taken much too long
To get it right
Would it be so wrong
To maybe find someone
A miracle
And all you really need
Is everything you could never be
And so you'd give it all
For a miracle
Is there a trace
Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle
And so you wait
And lie awake
For a lonely miracle
You never really know
What it is
Not until it goes
And if it comes again
It's a miracle
But what you miss is love
In everything below and up above
And could she bring it all
A miracle
All you wanted was a
All you needed was a miracle
A miracle
And all you wanted was a
All you needed was a miracle
A miracle
It's taken so long to get it right
Could it be so wrong
To maybe find someone
A miracle
Vertical Horizon - Miracle
posted by Jamie @ 4:30 AM
December 04, 2004 -
No... I just can't.
I have really been thinking a lot. I want to share my thoughts with everyone on here. But, I am too confused right now.
Life's little challenges.
The true test of a person's character is whether or not they can keep a promise. I think I can just isn't enough.
I think I can keep this promise. But not knowing for sure is what has been fucking with me.
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
Blink-182 - I'm Lost Without You
posted by Jamie @ 3:27 AM
December 02, 2004 -
Today was...
Today was an ok day. Played Halo a good bit, and hung out with Victoria. Nothing much else of interest to any of you.
I am a good friend. Most of you know this. I do anything I can for my friends. It's not so much that I expect the same from them, as it is just helping another person. I'd do anything to help another person in need. As long as it was physically, mentally, emotionally, and monetarily possible. My friends, of course, come first. Before anyone... even myself. I am just glad that I have been surrounded with such strong love and faithfullness from my friends, that it has taught me the greatest of life's lessons.
Life + Love = Happiness
Life - Love = No Happiness
- Life - Love = You're dead
- Life + Love = Died Happy
Which will you choose?
Nothing you learn in school is useful. Except Math/Science.
English is a useless class. After all, I have spoke english since I was nearly 2 years old. I'd say that's plenty.
The only true art is music.
I can be having the worst day and listen to a song that just makes me realize... damn, if something this good is possible, surely there is more to look forward to.
That's it for tonight. Just a bunch of my thoughts thrown together in a way that makes no sense at all.
As I lay down to sleep, I dream of you. I hope your dreams are as sweet as mine.
posted by Jamie @ 3:37 AM
December 01, 2004 -
A great day...
Today was a very good day. I only had one class, which is good, and I spent the day with one of my favorite people. Victoria. She's sure is a fun, and great girl to be around. We played Halo all day, just as we did yesterday, and then we watched a movie. She's not only great because she plays video games, and fits in well with my crowd. She is great in the the sense that when she comes in the room, the lights get brighter, and everyone enjoys having her around. Especially me. We also got our Assembly programs done in between all of the excitement. Pretty good, eh? I hope the rest of my days are as good as today, 'cause it sure does make life worth living if they are. Good night everyone, and I hope your days are also filled with joy. Whether it be that one person, or whatever, just plain happiness. Later.
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