We finally did it! We got pregnant again! The last baby didn't make it, and since then all we have wanted is our own little one running around. Hopefully we get the blessing from this pregnancy. I am so proud of my baby Elizabeth for what she is going through. She is handling the best she can and I couldn't ask for more. I love her so deeply, I wish there were words to explain. But, there isn't one word in the dictionary that could explain how much I love and care about that woman. She is my best friend and always will be.
I can't wait to be a daddy. It is all I could think about since last year when we got pregnant for the first time and miscarriaged. There is nothing I want more than to make this relationship as smooth and trustworthy as it can be, but it definitely takes two to make it work. I hope we can learn how to manage our tempers and words a little better, and love and hold a lot more. I miss the way we used to be to each other. So sensual and desirable... love at its first stages.... so sweet. I love you Elizabeth Collene. More than you will ever see or know. I love you. And I care more than anything about You and my baby inside of you.
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