April 18, 2010 -
A Seriously long awaited update...
Well, once again I haven't updated on here for over a year. I have been really busy and too poor to afford internet. I have been through quite a few things with my life, job, relationship, and family matters that have prevented me from having ME time. I am seriously changing my life around now. I have quit all of my bad habits, including cigarettes, and am paying back student loans, trying to pay bills on time, and trying to provide for Mine and Elizabeth's family. We have two cats now, they are both boys, Rex and Jasper. I love them both. We also still have Emma, our lovely and dependable dog. We never got Chester back. :(
We lived with Elizabeth's mother for a while in Rupert, and things went ok for about 1 month. Then, Franny started having problems with everyone because of her complete mental instability and inability to take anyone else's feeling into consideration. She first started her stupid shit with Bob, who was always awesome to her and provided her with whatever she needed. She would start fights over nothing and abuse Bob. Physically, Emotionally, and Mentally abuse this poor man. Well sure enough, Bob got sick of her and left. Then, all of her instability and blame came onto me and Elizabeth.
She first started doing and saying shit behind our backs, (and still does) that are not true. She tries so hard to make people look bad to try to make herself look good. Everytime she looks at herself she sees someone that no one will ever forgive, and she realizes that she is going to end up completely alone. She told everyone that I abused my animals and Elizabeth with my fists. I have never hit my best friend and lover Lizzie. She is my baby. And, I have never abused my Dogs. Sometimes a hard headed Mutt has to have some sense knocked into it. It's not an everyday thing. I have the best trained dogs I have ever seen, and they love me. So any judgement from anyone that tends to be jealous, (especially Franny) I take as a compliment. I just wish she would fuck off and leave my family alone. She is not a part of mine and Lizzie's family, and probably never will be after her actions.
I have a new HDTV that my buddy Mark gave me. It's a 40" Sony Bravia 1080p widescreen with 0ms lagg. I have a Samsung 5.1 Dolby Digital Surround sound system with digital fiber optic wire hook up and 5 disc DVD changer, with a PS3 for Blu-Ray. It's absolutely beautiful picture, and the sound is unbeatable. I also have an Xbox 360 hooked up through composite cable. The PS3 is HDMI. I have to use the composite cable with the Xbox to use the digital fiber optic sound wire.
I have been staying at my Mom's for now, me and Lizzie both. We are saving money to get the appliances we need to move back into the apartment completely comfortable. I think we are doing good, and we will make this work out way better than what we are actually trying for. It has been really trying on our relationship with the changing times and the limited money, but after all of that, we still look into each other's eyes and love each other even more. I cannot wait to marry this beautiful woman and have babies with her.
I have a laptop now with mobile internet, so it is easier for me to maybe post on here more often. I hope I continue to, because it feels good to get things off of my chest and think that maybe somewhere, someone will read this and sympathize or relate to how I feel. I guess I am going to go to bed now, this is the longest I have stayed up in a long time because of work keeping me wore out.
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