I don't know why I feel this way... or do I. I have watched things change over the years and I know when things aren't right. No matter what one person says, to what the next person says... things are not right between us.
All I can ever do is try to make someone feel as special as they are to me. Apparently I fail miserably at this or deserve to miserable and alone. I can either give up or shut up... or both.
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