June 22, 2013 -
A sad day... but great to see old friends.
Didn't make to to golf this morning. Damn it. I guess there is always next weekend. I have got to get some money saved up or something.
Jack and Kelsey just left. It was awesome to see such a good friend. I don't really get to see much of my friends at all anymore. It was extremely hard to say goodbye. I guess that is typical though. It is always nice saying hello and catching up, but there is always that time when good friends must part ways again. I guess all that one can hope is that life will bring us together again someday.
Landon absolutely fell in love with Kelsey. He cried for like and hour or two after they left. I hope they decide to move to this area. It would be awesome to have more good friends close by. Every time I get to make the trip to WV all of the time is occupied with our families, thus we don't get to visit friends at all. We never even have enough time for both of our families, we are constantly driving back and forth the whole time.
I am happy in NC, it is just hard being so far away from everyone you love. Sometimes you don't realize how just being closer to people makes life easier, whether you see them a lot or not.
The last two weeks have been awesome seeing the people so close to me. It has really provided me with what I need to be content in the decisions that I have made to make a life for my little family. Sometimes you have to go far away from everything you are used to, and love, to make it in this life. Fucking sucks.
Things are getting better, and are going to continue to get even better than that. I just wish everything didn't have to come with such a price. I mean the most important things in life are friends and family, but every life choice that we make seems put more and more distance between us and the ones we love. I don't really know why I am saying all of this, I guess just trying to express myself to the world in one way or another.
Seems like every moment of great happiness is always followed by moments of intense depression. Life's a motherfucker.