I am still doing the floors for the Rainelle Kroger, and I am going to start working more steady with Have-it soon. I haven't had a paycheck in so long, everyday I feel like I m working for nothing. Carlos called today and told us he is bringing us a brand new buffer, and he asked us to do the Beckley Kroger this Friday and Saturday. Those will be two really late nights.

I can't wait until I start doing webpages and other programming projects with Have-it. Mostly because of the increase in money that I will be bringing in, but also because that is what I love to do. My boss Pat is opening a bar in White Sulphur Springs, and me a s Richard will be working there for a few days setting things up. I am going to talk to Pat and see if I might be able to work at the bar a couple nights a week, and if the pay compares to doing the floors, then I will drop the floors and work only for Pat.

I need money so bad, and to find a new place for my family to live. All of this stress mixed with all of the stress other people keep piling on me, I can't help but have a significant amount of doubt in myself and whether or not I will be able to support them. I know I am ready to work everyday for Pat if he wants me to, I can't wait to show him what I can do.