Jamie's Blog: I was so scared, I don't know what I would do if I lost him.
March 26, 2011 -
I was so scared, I don't know what I would do if I lost him.
Tonight was the scariest night of my life. I don't mean I almost died, or watched a scary movie. Tonight Landon woke up from a nap and he was normal, except for a little congestion. He has has a nasal cold for the last couple days that made him snore and snort, but that was all we thought it was. Well, when he woke up he had a cough that wouldn't go away. He coughed pretty consistent for like 15 minutes, so I started trying to suck the stuff out with a bulb sucker. He got choked on a big ball of mucus and couldn't catch his breath, he stopped breathing for at least a minute, while I frantically but calmly sucked as much mucus as I could out of his lungs and mouth.
He finally caught his breath and color returned to his face. The paramedics got here and he was breathing ok. After I got him breathing normally I made sure his nose was clean and I didn't hear any sounds. He is sleeping sound right now, and breathing quietly. That is a lot better than the last two days. I hope it was just congestion from that little nasal cold coming out, and he just got choked up on it. He doesn't seem to be really sick, but I know that was the scariest moment of my life. I love my baby boy, and now that he is here, I will never imagine my life without him. I am proud of my baby girl for helping me the way she did, and taking such good care of our boy. I love you Lizzie.
Thank you Lord for all of your blessings today and keeping my baby boy safe.
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