Well, I am, of course, home for the weekend from that place of demons, called Concord. Had a fucked up week to say the least. My classes got fucked up, had to drop/add. Still haven't got it all figured out. Hopefully after tuesday everything will be set. I called the bowling ally and reserved a lane. Me, Josh, Billy, and Justin are all going bowling again this weekend. Hopefully I bowl a little better than I did last time. We are leaving at 9. It sucks here, because the only thing to do is go bowling. Can't say much more for Concord though. Only things to do there is to get drunk, get high, go to a movie, or go bowling. Wow. I can do all of those things here at the house if I want. But no.
Victoria,
I am not hurt about your decision to go with Brantley. Whatever you want is fine with me. But for God's sake, make up your mind for sure before you lead Brantley on, as you did me. It wouldn't have worked out between us anyway. I had been thinking that for a while, but I still wanted to give it a chance, because you never know if you don't try. Anyway, I don't want you to feel like I am preaching to you or anything, eventhough that is the way it sounds. If you don't want to take my advice, don't. If we decide not to talk to each other anymore... Good luck with life, I hope you figure everything out.
I can't keep second guessing myself. It gets me in fucked up situations constantly. Even on tests. I second guess my answers, and fuck up. I have to start trusting my instincts.
I have a feeling this is going to be a pretty good semester. Eventhough it has had a rocky start, I see a lot of good in the future. Relationship? Perhaps. Good Grades? Most Definately. Lots of Halo? Absolutely.
Well, I guess I will end this ramble here. Nothing much else to say.
But hey, if you are a good looking, nice, single girl, get in touch. hehe.
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